purpcanary:

A “less is more” lesson by #AlexOLoughlin or how to make a simple scene unforgettable:

Steve: You want to know why I don’t play guitar anymore?
Danny: Yes, I would like to know why you don’t play guitar anymore.
Steve: Tenth grade talent show. I signed up to perform. I practiced the song every day for months and months, and the day finally came around. I was standing in the wings. My guitar was in tune. They called my name, I walked out on stage. I turn around and look at all those people. And I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t do it, so I walked off and never played guitar ever again.
Danny: That’s it?
Steve: That’s it.
Danny: Tenth grade, you had stage fright, so you never played guitar ever again?
Steve: I didn’t have stage fright; it was bigger than that.
I’m telling you, man, it was a, uh… You know, I guess it was an existential crisis. I just, in that moment, I couldn’t handle the vulnerability that I was experiencing.
I couldn’t handle how exposed I felt. I felt like I couldn’t breathe, and I thought it was gonna kill me.
Look, man, I was raised differently than you, okay? I wasn’t raised in a house with a supportive family encouraging me to share my feelings. And in your case, every feeling. The McGarrett men are a different breed. They…
To them, showing emotion is like showing weakness, you know? I mean, it’s stupid, but it’s just the way it is.
Danny: Mm, I understand that, um… I just figure after everything we’ve been through, you know– your father, my brother, everything– I figured maybe I was, you know, somebody that you could open up to, is all, you know?
Steve: I just did.

H50 5x17

love-the-person-you-are:

Fuck

What’s the point of saying it out when it doesn’t solve anything

Feeling and emotions

Making me feels like you just don’t know what to say and don’t bother to try

NTS:

Just keep it to yourself.

Guess here will be my ranting place next time.

I too. Have feelings. Can you think of that too